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Phillip Chee

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The Physicists say the universe is ten-dimensional of which only three spatial and one time dimension are perceptible to us. How strange to imagine these spaces where we cannot see or feel them. If they truly exist how does one live there?
Perhaps as we sleep dreams open a portal where consciousness travels these hidden dimensions, sojourning to our past, exploring our future, or giving us a glimpse of alternate lives. Maybe dreaming lets our mind live, however briefly, those choices we didn't make when awake.
Or maybe it’s inhabited by numbers, the mathematics of Nature, where the realm of imaginary numbers wield existential sovereignty over electromagnetic flux.
Ones and zeroes permeate our lives both physically and virtually. In the twenty-first century we have extended our identities into the edifice of an internet built on ones and zeroes. Ying and Yang. The digital-analog divide is a false dichotomy actually. Everything is connected and I am certain those extra dimensions have everything to do with it.

For Susan V.W.
I put away my book of anarchist essays
tired of fighting the State
with only my imagination
Thinking back to those women
who at the conference
gave me much hope
I was not alone
I ran through my thoughts
deciding too that you
and I should not be alone

The letter I sent you
speaks through a wisdom
which I adorned with
Emma Goldman’s pen
My heart I pleaded on those pages
writing between the lines
a secret code
ciphering messages of passion
encrypting notes of amorous desire
then realizing—I must
leave behind this murky shadow
open up the world to new life
through passionate prose
speaking freedom and desire
re-enchanting Nature with the fruits
of learnèd wisdom
steeped in animated discussions
between sips of Earl Grey
laughing at the immensity of it all

This I want to share with you
gracing our lives
our world’s entwined
crossing bridges over
tumultuous seas that
threaten our lonely islands

Human beings are creatures that tend to symbolize, abstract and modify their surroundings at some point in their biological and social development. Culture in the broadest meaning. Hence, one of the most fundamental aspects of such activity has been myth-making, storytelling, and even modern literature.
Nonetheless, the trap of natural fallacy can be difficult to transcend. When Darwin returned from his sojourn in the Galapagos and published his journals, he sometimes described nature as brutal and violent, or interdependent and complementary. The Victorians saw in the former description a justification for continuing the removal of humanity from nature. But a paradox emerges: What is natural is not necessarily human; what is human is perhaps natural. Yet, why shouldn't we think it might be the inverse: What is human is perhaps not natural; what is natural is necessarily human? For is it right that human violence be institutionalized into war? I find it absurd that I must defend a negative answer: it is an affront to a rational humanity. It becomes one more strand wound tighter into the Gordian knot that still haunts us.

Here Be Dragons
It is just a week before the vernal equinox and the birds are singing—four or five distinct harmonies, highlighted by the basso vox of an owl. As I look to the south of the woodlot, the silhouette of a squirrel serenely perched on a maple branch stands foremost. And my none too deft steps upon the winter hardened leaves attest to my tentative place among the other beings; the squirrel dashes away only to return. I’m glad I’m not a threat.
The feeling of emancipation that one can gain from a practical phenomenological approach is wonderful and should be shared. We must return to the things themselves and bring back experiential education. Science is not the only way to look at the world and our education system must change—it must challenge the dominant Cartesian world view, and every tree-hugging granola head, corporate Gecko lizard, or bored suburbanite must be allowed to overcome the collective self-forgetting that has obscured Personhood. For the definition of person should not be a distinct, absolute, objective description, but should give a sense of the relationships that describe something to its fullest.

Continental Landscape
As a North American since I was three years-old, for better or worse, I identify myself with North American culture and its roots in Western Europe. That is, I value reason, freedom, true democracy (if we ever get it), and a sense of a greater humanity that unites the various people of the world, irrespective of their colour, ethnicity, and race. But because I live in the richest part of the world, am aware of the vast injustice that has created this wealth, am sometimes overwhelmed by the task of even thinking about where to start to remedy the world’s ills, I feel apprehensive about exhorting my peers to stand up and make a difference.
But can I afford not to? There is a moral ideal that pervades the Western cultural attitude and that is the ideal of “authenticity.” “Be true to yourself.” “Do your own thing.” It has its source in the philosophy of individualism and the search for the self, Charles Taylor writes in The Malaise of Modernity. He points out that critics such as Christopher Lasch has called this ideal the “culture of narcissism”, and that others like Allan Bloom, in his book The Closing of the American Mind, have condemned it outright. Taylor sees that authenticity is a good thing in our culture as long as we stick to a high moral ground and can justify our actions rationally. In making the choices that create our selves we should strive to be sure that they are significant with respect to the world around us and to others, otherwise we will slide into self-indulgent subjectivism and the self-defeating consequences of moral relativism.

Maybe it was the warm weather, or maybe spring was set to replay its timeless script; I'm not certain. But we saw birds in the woodlot, my friend and I. And we heard them, playfully, cheerfully, whimsically flitting between the stately sugar maple and majestic oak.
She had read my philosophical writings and so, I wanted her to get a sense of the things that awoke my imagination. She had especially sought the “well” which I had poetically described, but alas, as I feared, we could not find it. I guided our walk to as many natural objects as I could. But, I wanted to avoid merely listing the trees, animals, and snow, like material possessions. I wanted to share the wonder of a prickly hawthorn, the chorus of sparrows, or the way in which the receding whiteness reveals frozen berries.
Yet, in the woods only with another person can you have the question, “Why do the leaves turn red?” answered, discussed, and reflected upon; or a prophetic interpretation of Shelley’s Frankenstein explained by the hindsight of scientism; or the paradoxical use of words: as data and metaphor.
In this way, on a rosy-eared February afternoon, you wonder if the relationship between persons must be grounded in an ecological context. Does it complete the community, the vision of humanitas; for is this not ecology?
Solitude is what results when community is bracketed. In this, the “other” affords to the reflective primacy of “self,” practical experience. The beauty of a singular spider, precariously tight-roped, is meaningfully experienced alone, but shared, evokes empathy. It is all too easy to lose the intimacy with nature grasped by solitude, with spoken words, but a subtle glance restores the dreamy imagination of being seven again.